Fables of the Deconstruction: Vol.1: The Ghost in You, by C. A. Kuhlmey

When the world around you collapses, the only choice is to let it.

C. A. Kuhlmey’s life—his marriage, his spiritual ideals, his very sense of self—crumbles in ways both intimate and cosmic. In this unflinching collection of essays and fables, he navigates addiction, loss, and the seductive illusions of spiritual communities, charting the wreckage of a life lived at the edge of belief.

Through non-linear “airwaves,” visions, encounters, and hard-won revelations expose the illusions we chase and the truths we resist. This journey through love, obsession, and surrender illuminates the tension between desire and reality, and the perilous pursuit of meaning in a world full of false guides.

Part memoir, part spiritual inquiry, Fables of the Deconstruction: Vol. 1: The Ghost in You is a candid reckoning with failure, devotion, and the difficult work of letting go—and finding a life beyond the dream of the unreal.